Saturday, November 10, 2007

Today's Random Wilde

Disobedience, in the eyes of any one who has read history, is man's original virtue. It is through disobedience that progress has been made, through disobedience and through rebellion.

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  1. "'Listen, Lady,' said Ransom. 'There is something he is
    not telling you. All this that we are talking has been
    talked before. The thing he wants you to try has been
    tried before. Long ago, when our world began, there
    was only one woman and one man in it, as you and the
    king are in this. And there once before he stood,
    as he stands now, talking to the woman. He had found
    her alone as he has found you alone. And she listened,
    and she did the thing Maleldil had forbidden her to
    do. But no joy and splendour came of it. What came
    of it I can not tell you because you have no image of
    it in your mind. But all love was troubled and made
    cold, and Maleldil's voice became hard to hear so
    that wisdom grew little among them; and the woman
    was against the man and the mother against the child;
    and when they looked to eat there was no fruit on
    the trees, and hunting for food took all their time,
    so that their life became narrower, not wider.'

    'He has hidden the half of what happened,' said Weston's
    corpse-like mouth. 'Hardness came out of it but
    also splendour. They made with their own hands
    mountains higher than your Fixed Island. They made
    for themselves Floating Islands greater than yours
    which they could move at will through the ocean
    faster than any bird can fly. Because there was not
    always food enough, a woman could give the only
    fruit to her child or her husband and eat death instead --
    could give them all, as you in your little life of
    playing and kissing and riding fishes have never
    done, nor shall do till you break the commandment.
    Because knowledge was harder to find, those few who
    found it became more beautiful and excelled their
    fellows as you excel the beasts; and thousands
    were striving for their love. . .'

    'I think I will go to sleep now,' said the Lady quite
    suddenly. Up to this point she had been listening
    to Weston's body with open mouth and wide eyes, but
    as he spoke of the women with the thousands of lovers
    she yawned, with the unconcealed and unpremeditated
    yawn of a young cat.

    'Not yet,' said the other. 'There is more. He has
    not told you that it was the breaking of the commandment
    which brought Maleldil to our world and because of
    which He was made man. He dare not deny it.'

    'Do you say this, Piebald?' asked the Lady.

    Ransom was sitting with his fingers locked so tightly
    that his knuckles were white. The unfairness of it
    all was wounding him like barbed wire. Unfair . . .
    unfair. How could Maleldil expect him to fight against
    this, to fight with every weapon taken from him,
    forbidden to lie and yet brought to places where
    truth seemed fatal? It was unfair! A sudden impulse
    of hot rebellion rose in him. A second later, doubt,
    like a huge wave, came breaking over him. How if
    the enemy were right after all? _Felix peccatum Adae_.
    Even the Church would tell him that good came of
    disobedience in the end. Yes, and it was true too
    that he, Ransom, was a timid creature, a man who shrank
    back from new and hard things. On which side, after
    all, did the temptation lie? Progress passed before
    his eyes in a great momentary vision: cities, armies,
    tall ships, and libraries and fame, and the grandeur
    of poetry spurting like a fountain out of the labours
    and ambitions of men. Who could be certain that
    Creative Evolution was not the deepest truth? From
    all sorts of secret crannies in his own mind whose
    very existence he had never before suspected, something
    wild and heady and delicious began to rise, to pour
    itself towards the shape of Weston. 'It is a spirit,
    it is a spirit,' said this inner voice, 'and you are
    only a man. It goes on from century to century.
    You are only a man. . . .'

    'Do you say this, Piebald?' asked the Lady a second
    time.

    The spell was broken.

    'I will tell you what I say,' answered Ransom, jumping
    to his feet. 'Of course good came of it. Is Maleldil
    a beast that we can stop His path, or a leaf that
    we can twist His shape? Whatever you do, He will make
    good of it. But not the good He had prepared for you
    if you had obeyed Him. That is lost for ever. The
    first King and first Mother of our world did the
    forbidden thing; and He brought good of it in the end.
    But what they did was not good; and what they lost we
    have not seen. And there were some to whom no good
    came nor ever will come.' He turned to the body of
    Weston. 'You,' he said, 'tell her all. What good
    came to you? Do **you** rejoice that Maleldil became
    a man? Tell her of **your** joys, and of what profit
    you had when you made Maleldil and death acquainted.'

    In the moment that followed this speech two things
    happened that were utterly unlike terrestrial experience.
    The body that had been Weston's threw up its head
    and opened its mouth and gave a long melancholy howl
    like a dog; and the Lady lay down, wholly unconcerned,
    and closed her eyes and was instantly asleep."

    -- C. S. Lewis, _Perelandra_, pp. 119-122

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